On a Diet Again and Some other Shit

Well here I go again. I am getting back on my diet. Last summer I managed to lose almost 40lbs. But sadly I put some of the weight back on. So here is my starting pic:



Shirts from Kiyonna and boots from JustFab.

I joined the biggestloser website and I am starting a six week team challenge against another team to see who can lose the most weight in six weeks. My goal is 20lbs. Should be doable.

On another note. I joined two dating sites near the end of last year and here is my update so far. The two sites are blackpeoplemeet and bbpeoplemeet.

So far I have met a couple of people. The one who hollered about the Buns at the restaraunt. Before I get into the other dates, as you can see I am a big girl. I am 5'6 and like to wear 5inch heels as you can see from the picture. I am not looking to date short men. Here are some of my other dates in no particular order:

• The guy who was about 5'7, (glad I didn't wear my 5inchers), weighed about 130lbs, 63 years old (i'm 44), Russian, athiest, Jew who was looking for a bisexual swinger. Now I had on heels that were about 3 inches tall, not too bad but still made me taller than him. I wasn't upset that he wanted to date a bisexual swinger, I like when men put it on the floor what they want, that way I can decide to stay or keep it moving. His phone rang, so I decided to go to the bathroom. On the way back he watched me walk up, told me he was disappointed that I was not more receptive to his lifestyle, he felt he could really enjoy me and then told me he would love to lick my boots. He also said he would be interested if I wanted to his dominatrix, well that part I could love with. I love dominatrix and have thought that when my kids are adults I might give it a try. Anyway I decided to keep it moving although he informed me that when he goes to his next swinger party he would call me in case I would like to come and watch.
• One guy was tall 6'6 and handsome, we clicked very well on the phone. Went out twice before he headed on vacation to Vegas over the Christmas holiday. On our second date he told me that he wanted to have sex with me so that when he got to Vegas and was tempted he could just think about what he had at home to come back to and avert his temptations. Huh? Do I look stupid, dayum. I told him that was not going to happen and I never heard from him again.
• One date I went out with was ok, at least I thought. He was a little bossy which I really don't care for, but not bad. Well after the date he sent me pictures of his penis. Huh? Dayum.I am so glad that you are proud of what God gave you, prouder than I think I would be if I were in your place, but whatever.
• Talked to several guys, one told me on the phone out of the blue that he likes anal sex. Oh ok, well good luck with that, bye.
• The last guy I talked to, we were going to set up a date. I asked him what he was interested in and he told me kissing and hugging. Well that date didn't happen.

So far no luck. I have decided to end the online dating thing, I meet enough creeps on the street, no need to add to the pot. Now I am fully aware that men are visual, I have been told this often enough. Just because my big breast turn you on, doesn't mean that you get to have sex with me. My typical response is to hold out my hand. I tell them, ok well you told me what you want now I'm telling you want I want, money and lots of it. They have the never to get offended. Oh its ok, to ask me for sex and you don't even know me, but it is not ok for me to tell you to pay for it. Humph.

The one thing I hate about those dating sites is the stupid flirts. Some men will send you many of them, no message just flirts over and over, I usually end up blocking them. So silly, why not send a message, you have nothing to say, then why bother. What do you want me to say to a flirt?

I also don't understand why men in other states contact me. What do you want? They tell me they like my profile, but just pass over the part where I say I don't do long distant relationships. At first I would respond with a thank you but not interested in long distance dating, now I just delete them. I also find that white men are interested in black women, I think its that forbidden fruit thing, that other race offers something different and exciting than mines, well we don't. We are all women.

I am a big breasted girl, always have been and always will be. I don't really mind, could be smaller but it is what it is. Lose some weight they will get smaller but will always be big. Some women have big butts, not me, I have big breasts. I have decided that I am going to come up with a way to do men they way they do women. I just haven't come up with anything appropriate other then asking for money that always runs them off, except one guy, he agreed, shocked the hell outta me. So I thought well I will tell him a large amount that he would not go for. Well that didn't work, he had the money and was ready to get the hotel room.

All this dating shit just makes me think about getting back with my cheating ex. Dammit.

One last note. Here is the hairstyle I am thinking about getting if I reach my goal of losing twenty pounds during the weight loss challenge. My reward. (screenshot them from a video I was watching)





Well thats all folx for now.

Jenn

Dammit I want some sugar, darn diet.

What are your thoughts?